Blog compilation books

Announcing the 5th compilation – When Windows Become Mirrors. Read the introduction below and click on the cover image to explore on Amazon.

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This is the 5th collection of blog posts from Illusions of Autonomy. When I wrote the introduction to the 4th, A Hand In The River, I wondered if that would be the last. The frequency of posts had dropped, due I think to my increasingly specialised role – more interesting on the one hand, but less involving in terms of the everyday human and ethical problems that accompany general medical patients. But then things picked up. There were controversies around under-performing or frankly injurious doctors; increasingly I reflected on the role of the senior clinician, and how you maintain the skills required to be a good doctor while spending less time on the front line. My perennial interest in resuscitation decisions continued to be prodded by difficult situations in my own hospital, and the frequently lethal nature of the illnesses affecting the patients around me led to reflections on how we (okay, I) communicate in busy and pressurised environments.

Windows into mirrors; reflections. The title of this collection comes from the long walks down dark corridors at three in the morning, when, coming from particularly difficult or stressful clinical situations as a trainee, I used to look in the blackened windows and see a haggard doctor who was unsure if he had done a good job. At those times, when our patients’ pathology insists on progressing while the pace of the great machine dials down in the dead of night, there is ample time for self-examination.





Announcing the 4th volume of articles, ‘A Hand in the River’ (paperback or Kindle versions available).



Volumes 1 to 3

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These books contain posts from my Illusions of Autonomy blog. They are available in paperback or e-book formats, and clicking on the titles here will take you to the relevant area on Amazon. 

Motives, emotions and memory – exploring how doctors think

Spoken/Unspoken: hidden mechanics of the patient doctor relationship

A Face To Meet The Faces

Here is the introduction from A Face To Meet The Faces, to give a taste…

‘This is the third collection of blog posts to be published since I started writing regularly in August 2012. The title of this book, A Face to Meet The Faces, represents a change of focus. I am interested in describing the workings of the medical mind – all the ticks, clicks, springs and processes that are engaged before the first word is spoken to a patient. I do not suggest that the face we present is insincere, but it is professional, and it will not express our every thought.

Occasionally, as Dev finds in ‘The good in him’, those processes result in an entirely wrong impression being given to those whom a busy doctor is trying to help. At other times our usual natures and inhibitions are challenged by special situations, and we find ourselves ‘Making deals’ (with patients who wish to self-discharge), or dancing along the fine line between treatment and bodily assault (‘A rare and unpleasant duty: involuntary treatment and the deprivation of liberty’). Those normal natures can render us susceptible to pride (‘Diary of a medical anecdote’, ‘Hollow Heroes’), expediency (‘The perils of reassurance’) or paralyzing timidity (‘Being comfortable with uncertainty’). Elsewhere, subjects have grabbed my attention randomly (the Hurricane Katrina healthcare catastrophe for instance), or I have reacted to observations in the media (‘Bed X’), or to important policy developments (such as changes in organ donation).

The core preoccupations that fuelled the first two collections – end of life care, autonomy, resuscitation decisions, the Liverpool Care Pathway, medical futility – are still represented (Replacing the LCP, Notes on a judgment). A new feature is the ‘ethical adventure’ or Interactive Ward Ethics section – a role playing, decision making exercise inspired by the Fighting Fantasy books I read as a child. The reader is asked to decide, on behalf of the well-meaning and conscientious young doctor Nina, what to do in a variety of challenging situations. There are three in this volume, and the idea is to roam vicariously through the actions of a sometimes luckless substitute! It can do no harm to illustrate how we sometimes struggle to accommodate the emotional dissonances encountered in healthcare, although I do not pretend to set out solutions. The first, most important step, it seems to me, is identifying the challenges. I hope this collection of articles serves that purpose.’



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